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2011-12-23T18:44:00.000+11:00

My title says it all. That's for 2011.

This week supposed to be a jolly week but I really can't help it that this post is all about whinning. Totally didn't match the mood with the current celebrations. Not to spoil your mood, highly appreciates if you could just leave me here alone instead and continue your happy week.

You all have seen how this blog was started with lots of fun and jolly happenings in the beginning and that is what the mission of this space of mine is served to do at it's best. So I would try to avoid melancholy posts or else decline blogging at all means. For that, I am always lost if not busy and sad if not happy (Duh!).

Flashing back the whole year of 2011, I have intentionally and unintentionally spend most of my time pondering about L.I.F.E. The only times that I wasn't thinking about it, probably when my mind was shut down completely. But when the sun rises again, there I go thinking about life. AGAIN. I even feel disgusted about myself for feeling horrible on uncountable days till now and still I couldn't get over it. yet. I hate to repeat the sadness stories to my friends and everytime when they emailed/text/whatsapp me, they will start saying 'How are you feeling? Are you feeling better?' I know that they are concern about me but such statement in every freaking messages I received I need to lie and say "Yeah. Feeling better. I just don't wanna talk about it FULL STOP". Ok, maybe that FULL STOP doesn't exist, just to maintain that I am cool like that.

Matters even got worst like when I told one friend about what I am feeling right now on the 23/12 at 5.00pm. Then maybe a day or two later, I am not feeling it anymore because I play cool like that (again) or at times I have succeeded to not think about it at least for like 6 hours, it is sort of a victory to me. fuckyeah.jpg. Then my phone rang! Aha! I can spend like the next one hour not to think about it because I have someone distracting my thoughts. But to my enourmous hope, I chuckled and was brought to kick back the bloody sad stories when at the other end of the line said 'I heard you are not feeling that well'. For that, all negative emotions rushing back to find the exact right place in the corner of my mind and start sitting there for a whole freaking day again. I am not blaming them when they asked because it shows they concern about me but really, I don't need that anymore and it hurts even more to talk about it.

Having said that, I rarely or even try not to mention about it to anyone. There is one person, whom kept praising about how strong or brave I was through the times, in fact, the stories or there isn't any choice I could choose had made me to withstand. I am like a normal person in the outer look as if I could make it through and the innerself of me is completely at the rate of abnormal conditions. Numerous times, I have cried buckets of water and thought I will be better after that, but that better time never comes. Never. At the same time, I don't expect anyone to understand about my situation and I believe everyone has their own troubles and turbulences.

I have done almost everything that I could to change my current situation but to no avail, it seems hopeless. And luck isn't on my side. Come to think about it, people that are always positive although they received a lot of backstabbing and gossiping eventually wouldn't hurt them spiritually because they have someone special supporting them and giving them encouragement. To conclude it, that special affection to that one person is ultimately important, even the family affection and encouragement is thus by far not as HIGH influential compared to the one special affection. To apply that theory, I think to be single (free from relationship shits) and available (without that special affection effect) would totally make a huge difference to what I have been through as the family affection and encouragement will be the top priority when there isn't anyone that I have to put some expectations and failed me in the transition of my melancholy days. #truestory

For 2012, my resolution is certainly none other than happiness, which is to be one of the many happy jolly people in the world (even if I have to be single again. totally don't mind). For happiness to happen I would totally trade less blood-tied relationships for genuine friendship (less than 5 good enough) #truestory so that I can be happy. Also, I would trade for less wardrobe for happiness. To those of you whom are feeling like me, CHEERS for 2012 to be a good year ahead :)

Image stolen from here.

Koala Bear

2011-11-19T18:00:00.000+11:00

It's not a joke. I landed in this land of kangaroos and koala bears 2years ago. And of no reasons, I don't know why I have not see or touch them physically.

How strange is this?

All I have done so far is this.

Yes, just a picture with a fake koala bear *smacks forehead*

Pissed off

2011-11-17T03:15:00.000+11:00

This is the post that I have written few weeks ago and have been sitting in my draft :-

I am extremely angry! Yes very angry! I didn't intend to break the silence of this blog with an angry post after untouched for weeks but I couldn't help it at this present moment. So the bloody shit matter that has been bothering me all this while is assignment. Not individual assignment but group assignment.

I don't fucking care about who you are and what you do, but seriously, if it is a group project, do it with enthusiasm and give your best all you could. I always thought group assignment is the best way to actually PASS the whole unit because group work means everyone can contribute their different ideas and nail the project with a distinction together.

There are 5 people in my group including me. So 3 didn't actually contribute much! When I said didn't contribute much means their piece of work are not useful in any other ways which then concluded I have to take their shits and re-do it. 1) Never attend group meeting because of work. 2) Always give excuses they couldn't send their part on time. 3) Unwilling to pay the materials for the project. And in the end, they questioned me why did I buy this and that? Wow!! Give a round of applause for people like that, didn't do much can still respond with dignity and pride.

And the 4th person get on my nerves too! I know everyone has work responsibility and has commitment but that doesn't mean that people's time and money is valueless. What is the feeling that I am supposed to feel when I waited for an hour in uni (so that I won't wait too long for the person to show up in the station) before I took another 1hour train to the designated meeting place and in the end 10 minutes before the meet up the 4th person said "Can you go home instead because I couldn't make it, my boss gave me a last minute shift'. What the fudge?!!?! I was so angry and I didn't have enough sleep the day before because I had a presentation the same morning, and a group member didn't turn up and for that reason we had to do it the next following week. TWO FUDGING THINGS IN A DAY?!

It seems like I couldn't be angry and blame the 4th person. The next day, I spoke what is needed to be said and all she could say was "I am sorry. So what you want me to do? It is a yesterday thing". It took me another one hour or so to get home. I bought the ticket to the designated station and I got down, bought another ticket home. So my money and time is not important, her work and her boss is important. The next day she even said "What are you complaining about, I am sitting her all day doing the work". They will forever not understand how I valued time and money, all they could think of is themselves and what they feel like doing at the present time.

Just because 3 person didn't manage to give me a proper piece, 4th person canceled the meet up two days before presentation and 24hours before the assignment is dued I have to work till 1am and sleep deprived. Oh god, please sustain me! So is this fair or unfair?

Another case was before she did the artwork cutting, I told her to shades the sides with a black marker before cutting so that it looks better. The next day, the shades was so ugly because she shaded it after cutting. Damn smart right?! So stubborn and didn't wanna listen. So our conversation went like this

Me : Why is the shades is so uneven?

Person : I did it on purpose because it was ugly after I cut it.

Me : What? I told you yesterday right, to shade it before cutting. So you didn't wanna shade it at all from the first place although I advice you to do so yesterday, so that the artwork stands out better.

Person : Ok. Listen! *stop walking* So I am not doing right? I shade it. I did it on purpose.

Me : Yes. But you have to shade it before cutting.

Person : You are not talking properly. My brain is not working and I don't understand what are you talking about.

See. that is how people will respond to me with all these simple sentence just to put a BIG FULL STOP in their work.

If they didn't really want to study in uni, then why bother doing it?! Just because they still wanna have fun and other dedicated/committed students have to eat your shits? PLEASE, if anyone don't wanna study and merely go to uni for the sake of the certificate, get your entire self out of uni life. It is unfair to say this but it really got me thinking that the locals never appreciate what they have. That is why I rather mix or work with international students compared to the locals. (But I am the only international student in the class. It sucks. Really!)

Silence is not golden to me right now. This is my blog. I have freedom of speech. If you got pissed off because I write this, you are right and feel free to feel it too. And if you feel pissed off and guilty over such issues, it doesn't make you better ONLY UNLESS YOU ARE WILLING TO CHANGE!

Edited : This happened two weeks ago. So one of those important days, my mobile alarm didn't ring for some reason and I overslept. So indeed the person reached my home and I was still sleeping. I have already been agreed to be picked up at 7am. At 7.10am I heard someone knocking on my door and I got the utmost shocked in life, I jumped off the bed and looked at my mobile 'Shittt!! 7.10am!!" I went to open up the door and I was been greeted - "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" so yeah. But to look at it, it happened to me that I waited for that same person for an hour due to her forgetfulness of forwarding the clock during daylight savings. In return, I just waited, I make a few phone calls and the person said she's coming and I was waiting outside in the cold thinking she would be here in a few minutes. Instead, in the car I was told that when I called her, she just woke up. Brilliant!!

Edited edited : Finally the end of semester, at least, I got back my share portion in terms of monetary.

I am happy a bit now for now since I am done with them.

Sigh

2011-10-13T19:55:00.001+11:00

I just finished typing a long angry post. I wanted to post it up but then again, I think I shouldn't yet because of some issues. But I will post it up soon. Maybe 4 weeks from now?! You guys must read it and feel the pain for me. It is so hard when I am going through everything alone. Imma #foreveralone. Don't say I am not alone. If you are not here with me, means I am going through alone. I am not saying spiritual existence, I long for physical existence more than anything else right now. Sorry ah, I am a bit cranky!

All I wanted to do is this.

Please. Please. Hanging in there. Few more weeks to I-give-no-shit-about-you-anymore-you-can-go-fudge-yourself-elsewhere-to-anyone-but-not-me!

Alive!

2011-10-05T23:58:00.003+11:00

Hi guys!!

Thank you so much for clicking and visiting my page while I am off from here for a bit! It had been a crazy week *cries. But I am still holding on.

There's so much that I wanted to share with you guys! and my NZ photos are not done yet =(( super sad!

Please do hanging there for a while until I get back and make a shout. I promise! It won't be too long.

xx

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2011-09-12T20:25:00.000+10:00

People said if you give up, means you fail to strieve for success.

But sometimes I think. It is the situation, the complexity of life, the unexpected shortcomings and unforeseen circumstances has turned towards another direction. Giving up is not always have to be negative. Somehow, somewhat, somewhere it might be the rising of the sun. Why? Why would you want to endure? Is it because you fall short to understand the meaning of endure? the stages of life? no pain no gain?

Today, right here, right now. It is.

On another note, my neighbour is playing her piano and I've been blasted with this emotional korean drama tune since like forever. I don't need those for my ears and mind for hours! Please shuddup. Thank kiu.

If only

2011-09-09T13:37:00.000+10:00

... my heart would be as calm as the sea

... I would be at peace.

Musings

2011-09-06T04:30:00.000+10:00

It is not about how beautiful the colours of balloons
Neither the spiral strings attached to match
Neither the size
Obviously nothing about the exterior
But
It's all about the content
The helium gas in it
That makes the balloon to fly up high
Again
Not saying the colours, strings and size matters
Although they do
Three factors to boost the balloons as a whole
But without them, it's not the end of the story
But without helium, yes, it is the end of everything!

Such Love

2011-09-04T15:33:00.000+10:00

Last week, I received this parcel at my doorstep. I like it everytime when there's something for me in the mailbox. The only thing I hate about is when the postman didn't bother to knock on the door and left a slip in my mailbox and requires me to pick them up in the nearest post office. It has happened too many times and I am so frustrated because I couldn't be bother to walk all the way and queue up and then carry the package home. But anyway, this one was at my doorstep. So all good. Bliss.

Can guess what is it or not?

Why do I ask u guys to guess all the time!!! so fun meh?! should stop this GUESS thing. wtf! Although Guess seems to be a so called branded name. LOLL!!

Herbal Essences : Tously Me Softly

Btw, I got the shampoo and conditioner because I participated in one of their facebook contest or something, so yeah, I won't it :) simple as that. I haven't got my hands on them yet as I just launched another shampoo from the Nature's Gate, so won't be using it any sooner. But if I do, probably can do a review for that.

What I like about it as for now is the smell of it!!

and of course the packaging. Anything with purple kaler is nice like that :p

Btw, this is the new range of Herbal Essences in the market. If any of u had try this before, let me know how do u feel about it.

Guess Guess Guess 2

2011-09-02T14:15:00.001+10:00

I am outta idea of what to put as the titled. So I just add the number "2" instead, which means continous from the previous post here. si beh lame!

Have you guys guess it right?

This is the exterior. Very artsy fartsy right?

This town is called Kawa Kawa. Approximately 3 hours from Auckland city. And it is very famous for its'

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Aiyah enough lahhhh!!

Hehe!! This is it.

Did it cross your mind? ... At all? So yes, Kawa Kawa is famous for the design of the toilet!!!!

This is the corridor where I walked in.

And can you remember this background? :p

I begged my friend to take my photo within the frame. Take 193493902 times u know coz the lighting was so bad!!

Please ponder at this again. wtf. Thank you!

I don't want to stuff you with so many information about the design which may bored you hell. But if you wanna know more, simply google - Toilet Kawa Kawa and coz u are lazy like that, here is the link to the designer.

Interestingly, not only u can view his art work in New Zealand, it is also seen in Germany. Vienna is where he was born and resided in Kawa Kawa until his last breathe.

I am not surprise with all these Jewish background people appeared to be some what famous in their own way. I've been growing up to actually believe that their race might have been blessed by God for years and centuries. Seriously, if u think about it, those genious (cannot use smart or intelligient) and mastermind people are of Jewish background except maybe Osama bin Laden? LOLL!! well, maybe he has some Jewish blood or something. I don't know.

Females only.

And for being stupid and innocent, I actually asked timidly within my mind 'why la, I never born of some Jewish background. FML'. Maybe no FML. I added in one, coz that time, I duno what is Fuck yet. wtf! hahaha!!

Imma so jealous. People in Kawa Kawa can pee and poo with style. FTS! not fair!

Guess Guess Guess

2011-08-21T12:51:00.000+10:00

Kill Me! Kill Me!!

My assignment of(not 30 not 300)3000words is due on Thursday. Imma is breathless but still hardworking to post something. So to proof my hardworkingness, this is the evidence. wtfwtf hahaha :) Don't u love me for that!! Thank you :p

so let's play a Guess Guess Guess game. mmmm?? I said 'a' shouldn't it be one guess only meh? whatever. haha! u can have not 1 not 2 but 3 guesses. Or even more if u insist to be so enthusiastic and have full of ideas /boo.

Why suddenly I post a picture from no where?!

Well, this is the guess game its' all about. Try and make a wild guess where I took this picture (NZ-deer don't spoil my guess game!!), with all the colourful glasses as the backdrop. Aha! I bet u guys will be surprised when I reveal my answer.

Guess?

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will be revealed in my next post.

Signs of shopping!!

2011-08-17T21:29:00.000+10:00

Just a quickie :) to keep my blog alive!

Guess what I've received from the mailbox today?!

Still dunno what is it? -____-

It's a gift card with $150 value in it. How do I get this? Well, imma picked it from the street. wtf! ahaha! JK *lame

Nah, it was one of the Nokia campaign that I did videos for them and in return they rewarded us with giftcard! I tried to upload the videos but the link had expired! It's all my friend's fault. I was just lucky to still get this giftcard though.

Now i've got money to spend. Yayy!! Ok. Right now, imma dunno what to buy. But all I can think about is food which I don't think the food court actually accept giftcard.

Any suggestions? Please do drop a comment! Oh, I will definitely thank you in return with photos bomb with all the stuff I bought!!

Heavy heart

2011-08-14T02:29:00.001+10:00

The emotions, settings and images when I first arrived to Sydney still live in my mind after a whole rough journey of 20 months. And today, I actually appreciate at least some things throughout the choppy waves although I complaint so much before, perhaps still, but indeed, I finally felt that I would leave some memorable life stories in this city - the so called one of the best city in the world. The salty,sour and spicy stories that I've tasted in life which I would definitely share them with my children over dinners or even grandchildren if I am still alive. I am 6 months away from graduating and 5 months away from moving out of this city that I disliked and hated so much. But to really compare the goodies in this city, it consist every bits and pieces of happenings, indulgences and human's desire. Desire? When I mentioned desire, I don't mean needs. The significant of needs is still deeply buried in the dirty soil or hiding some where in between the blocks of high rise concrete architecture. Unrevealing just yet, I think I would miss this city and maybe not wanting to pack and bid goodbye. This is such a strange feeling, that I am torn apart and each goodness is pulling me in opposite directions, for that I no longer have magnets power to support my standing. It is just the gravity is still working at its' best.

To be honest, I am a little afraid now, afraid of the changes, afraid of the people, and afraid almost everything that I could be afraid of. I discovered that I have changed in a very short span period of time that I no longer feel hype or head over heels in venturing into another foreign soil in my 23 years of living in this planet. Am I being negative? Living in my current stage of life has put me into an immune mode that being in an ordinary unhealthy lifestyle has actually enable me to adapt with such tremendous changes in this place which I strongly believe the individualistic exist. The nature call of human mindset that the grass is always greener the other side, but how green would it be? If only the green could be defined with a Luna colour pencil, it would perhaps save you and me from consuming so much of the neuron cells. It is difficult or nearly impossible to summarize my journey of 20 months in this tiny little space with the constant of "popular" taking a break with Kit Kats. But one thing for sure, I've come to comprehend the debates between $money$ and happiness - I am certain and strongly belive that happiness is the most valuable item in the list of #thingsyouneedineverydaylife besides money. wtf! Did I actually answer the question?

Freebie : Movie Tickets to The Guard

2011-08-07T15:12:00.001+10:00

Not one but two. TWO!!! :D Good things are meant to be shared right?

This is the movie! Be quick - but I reckon those in popular places are booked out. Do try your luck! Good news is where ever u are, NSW, VIC, SA, QLD - even in Cairns & Darwin!!! yay!!

Go here. Type in the code 816811 on the far left. It will bring you to the list of screening places.

Good luckkk!!

P/S : With this freebie, I am bribing you to visit me often. LOL! Not to miss out any good stuff :p

90 mile beach story

2011-08-01T03:17:00.004+10:00

The day I went to sand boarding was the day the weather went crazy. It was all rainy in the morning and then sunny the next second and rainy again the next minute. FTS! We were so mad at the weather becoz we can't have beautifool pics. But u have to read this until the end to know about the good deal :P

90 mile beach is really 90 mile. The stretch is as wide as the sky. See the map, the line is so long, what more on earth, right?! Eventually, u can drive your car in 90 mile beach but bear in mind, any undesireable mishaps, insurance company won't pay u that. And it will definitely turn ur car into all muddy-puddy. So think twice if u wanna drive urself. Why not pay $50 to let tour guide to bring u around? (so to know the deal, read till the end)

For no apparent reason, I find it to be very cold here. In geographical sense, 90 mile beach is up on the North of the island, so it shouldn't be that 'cold' rather it should be the warmest part of all other places in NZ. Of all places I've visited in NZ, 90mile beach, Kaitaia and Whangarei has the coldest temperature throughout my stay.

And the next minute, the sky started to turn grey.

Hello $20 boots. :))))

Then it started to rain. If rain have to use wiper, means the rain is not tolerable right?

Nah, to show how serious was the rain. Look at the windows!! Until imma had to use hoodie.

Lucky enough, I wore enough warm clothes. Or else I would only sit in the bus and sulk which was what most people did. But coz I damn kiasu, paid already and don't fully utilized it, rugi kao2.

And it was all sunny again. Do I look like a nomad? wtf! The wind was so strong!!

Then sky turned grey again. really FOL @.@

Started to get sunny again. It's like a cycle. After this, the pics are better coz the sky heard our cries.

On the way to the place to sand board. so ur car actually have to drive through all kinds of watery stream and hopefully ur tyres won't sink :0

Finally, we arrived. And I almost fell into the stream coz the wind was so strong and I can't even sustain myself, some more have to hold the sand board.

After a million minutes, I stood on the other stream ready to climb up the sand dune and slide down. See all the people up there. Getting ready to slide one by one. So big place still have to queue up!! what is this lahh??

And after a zillion minutes, I've reached the top. Almost half dead but still able to smile and show u a pic. quick arigato me!! This is the pic before I almost sprained my wrist. And the funny part is... okay, promise me not to laugh. wtf! imma actually rolled half way down the sand dune becoz imma lost balance and the sand board flew away and I can't grip the sand to stop myself. FTSSSS!! Damn paiseh! I think people on the top were laughing at me. ish ishhh!!

Then, no more second time. wtf! 1) cz i rolled down n my wrist felt pain. 2) have to climb up again for a zillion minutes. haha! 3) another laughing comedy show? damn u!

ohh... it's winter I know and u r asking how could I stand the cold sand without my boots? Good question. Well, it's not really that cold until u actually can't stand on the sand. It's a bit chilly but I'm sure everyone could be able to walk. Tips : the best time to come here is summer. But becoz I wanted to go to the far north, the tip of NZ, I might as well visit here too.

Now the good deal I was talking about is finally going to be revealed.

This tour is a full day tour from 8.30am until about 4ish. And the price I was paying is NZD 50. If u compare with other tour packages, there are all NZD100++ to NZD 200++. With the price I was paying, we also had lunch provided but only scones, biscuits and snacks. So don't expect u will be served fish and chips which other tour packages did. The disadvantage about this tour is, they don't do pick up, so u either have to be at Harrisons Cape Runner office by 8am or at Kaitaia I-site before 8.30am. They don't wait for tourists, in fact, tourists have to wait for them. But all in all, with the price u pay, u don't expect to be treated like king and queens. After sand boarding, they don't provide a bucket of water for u to wash ur feet, but other tours did. LOLL!! Tips : bring wet tissuessss!! They really help. That was what I did though.

Harrisons Cape Runner
123 North Road KAITAIA
New Zealand

Cape Reinga Tours via 90 Mile Beach
Ph: (09) 4081033
E-mail: CAPETOURS@xtra.co.nz

Sand boarding Ninety Mile Beach

2011-07-30T00:30:00.001+10:00

Edited.

I was in ~~Miami Bitch~~ 90 mile beach. Tu tu tu tu *disco light effect* Sorry, maybe u don't get me coz I siok sendiri. wtf! but if u duno what I mean, go google, u will see there's a song by Pitbull. When I say tu tu, I don't mean my dog #insidejoke ahahahah!! Sorry, siok sendiri again. FML.

Anyway, as promised, I will show u what I've done to my seashells!

TA - DA ~~~

Nice or not jeh?

Edited - NZ = New Zealand. And the word Opotiki is the name of the place where I took the seashells.

I purposely captured the books at the background. That's what I'm doing this winter and those are part of my resources aka readings. Don't get me wrong, I am not studious, I probably didn't do all the readings. blekkkk -___-

I've got a couple of videos to show you :D Taken from New Zealand. (Got some from Gold Coast, haven't post yet!!!!)

Today, I am going to show u one only. So if u wanna see more, u have to come back and visit this page lahh hehehe!! But before that, I have to clarify a bit. The vid is shaky though becoz the wind was so strong, u can actually here it blowing at the background and I had difficulty in maintaining my hands. It was ridiculously loud and I find it inappropriate to keep it so loud and harm your ears. I know u want to thank me. U r most welcome.

Though I still keep the wind blowing sound, it is in a minimize volume which is to proof to u I'm not lying.

So if you're going to NZ, don't forget to try this. Although I almost sprained my wrist.wtf! I am so bad in balancing. I will let you know more details when I blog about it soon. The tour is amazingly cheap, which u will thank me again for the info.

For the time being, watch this to feed your eyes.

I LOVE MY HAIR

2011-07-27T04:50:00.003+10:00

Can u hear me shouting that into your ears? wth! Haha! I'm so evil like that. I just can't seem to emphasize enough. Need more ohm-ness, so that requires a bit of shouting.

The purpose of this post is pointless. Really. I just wanna show off my CRIMPING hair only. Okay, have to bold and caps the word becoz I kept on spelling it cripping. English spelling test fail! If u have the same standard of failing like me wtf, u may just use the word "jagung" (corn), that's how some people actually define it.

Try this Alize Lemonade if u don't want too much alcohol or either u don't want to drink but no way out at least need to have a glass in your hand just becoz u are in a bar. FTS.

Two things in this pic. 1) becoz of my hair. Again. :D 2) becoz of the balloon. got helium gas inside that's why can fly in the air.

Jagung hair (!!!!) might stick with it for quite a while. This is actually faster than curling lor. And I didn't apply anything to my hair, not even spray. But please do not try this at home without heat protection, it is dangerous and may cause serious damage to your hair. Do I sound formal enough to warn u? LOL!

I know u are sick with it but yes, I AM LOVING MY HAIR!

p/s: sorry didn't show my seashells. Blame it on my hair lah that took over this post! Ok, promise, next post. Imma wanna be a good blogger to u.

Awakeri Hot Springs

2011-07-25T00:19:00.001+10:00

NZ is popular for Hot Springs besides farms. So if you go to NZ and Hot Spring is not in your itinerary ... hmmm, think again @.@

So Awakeri is the one and only hot spring I went to. HAHAHA! I sounded like a hu-ha-thing but then I just visited once. Oh well, coz going to hot spring alone is not a good idea #foreveralone wtf. I chose Awakeri because it is nearby to my friend's and we went there after she had finished her work.

Just to let you know, it felt so great to actually soak in warm water when the weather was freezing. Here you go with the pics.

Surprising, quite a few people were there as well. Mostly the natives - Maori.

Us. Can you tell what's the red thing behind me?! Hint : Food =P

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Take a break. Have a ____ . U are welcome to fill in the blank.

Sorry not many pics, indulged with too much Kit Kat and enjoying the warm inside the pool. Thank me for the photos! I took my camera to the pool without any protection *bravo. And it was raining a bit!! That's why the pics were a bit blurry. Pardon me.

It is not the best hot springs in NZ but if u are happen to be around in this area and looking for one, I would definitely encourage u to pay a visit coz there's nothing much around Whakatane & Ohope unless u are into nature activities. And also it is only $6 per entry, without any time limit. Soak until your fingers and toes turn wrinkly white and until u are satified and have enough of ~~pee~~ it.

Awakeri Hot Springs

1363 State Highway 30
RD2
Whakatane, 3192
Bay of Plenty
http://www.awakerisprings.co.nz/

Love Box

2011-07-23T05:05:00.001+10:00

If you think that this post is about my other half. You are wrong =P Read on!

This other day, I woke up so moody because of the dark sky. This week has been a raining week. And cars shall turn to canoes soon. Wtf!

As expected, the love box would arrived anytime this week - to my door step. Nothing can beat this box, even the rain.

If you have been reading me, you will be able to guess what's inside.

Must be her pyjamas!!! ha.. you are right, but not entirely.

Nyehehe!!

Just because my friend is too kind, too good and our friendship is strong, so there you go.

Griffin's Toffee Biscuit from NZ. This one is not available in Aussie so that's why she wants me to try it. On top of that, while having Griffin's and tea, she thinks that I should as well read a mag, NZ mag indeed. Why she keep promoting NZ??!! Kena paid or what?! HAHAHA!

I can feel the content of the box with *heartshapes* !!! You are the best, Jackie!!

ohh, did you notice two seashells? Go spot it in the pic. I actually took that from Ohope beach for craftwork purposes. But seeing, the Australia border is very strict, I don't wanna get fine RM200 for taking seashells back, instead she posted them to me. Boohoo!! Ok, I will show u what I did in my next post.

It's 4.59am, Sydney time. What the hell I am doing at blogspot?! So, to thank me, please visit often. Baibai.

Pic of the day!

2011-07-20T15:02:00.000+10:00

Just coz I don't have enough time in my hands! Imma will make a really super short post :) *hardworkingblogger wtf hahahahahha

gedit??

Garam means Salt in Malay.

I saw this in Auckland and we were laughing our ass off. I'm so sorry to the bride.

Hope I put a :) in your face. Off to work.

L & P

2011-07-10T17:35:00.000+10:00

OOooo... what's that?!

Lemon & Paeroa. It's a name of a very popular drink in New Zealand. The origin of the drink is from the place called Paeroa and hence, it has lemon taste so that's where L & P came from. *tryingtobesmartass Well, I'm just saying and I am 95% sure, I am right.

On Sunday, we road trip to Whakatane, there's where my friend lives. The journey from Auckland to here takes about 3-4hours drive, non-stop. But because both of us are first timer and we kinda wanna see a few places, we took good 6 hours to reach. We started off around 2pm and reached like at 8pm!!! Because we were a bit silly and I didn't actually look at the map properly that I depended on my friend too much.

Anyway, the reason we took like 6 hours because our route went like this :-

Auckland - Hamilton - Paeroa - Whakatane

The red arrow is showing the direction to Whakatane.

Instead, we should had went Auckland - Paeroa - Hamilton - Whakatane. My friend thought Paeroa was after Hamilton (in her mind) but when we wanted to set of from Hamilton, we saw Paeroa is above Hamilton (from the map and GPS), which means we are traveling back Northeast and that will take another 1 hour to go!

I don't think it's a good idea to enroute back to the North coz the sky was getting darker and my friend insisted I should coz this place is the trademark for the NZ drink. Well, since she has a point and I am a tourist, why not??!!

By the time we arrived Paeroa, it's already like 6pm and the sun had set (>.<) and it was raining!!

This is the big ass logo of L & P. So you know why the reason we had to be here right?!!

Do what the girl's do best and marked : ladylike iz here wtf.

Just so you know, we purposely came here for this drink. Must revenge and take lots of piccies!!!

Taken with timer actually.

And then requested someone to take us. Take one.

Take two.

No take three. Coz the person handed back the camera and said "Hope you like it"!

Oohh, must buy at least one bottle. (Actually can buy it any where in NZ. There's a lot in the convenient store). I so wanna try it. I think it's like NZD 3.20 or something.

After purchasing, haven't try it yet and then went to take more photos. But now with additional icons. L&P drink and Paeroa brochure.

Which now I can do advertisement for them already ;p

The lighting was so bad!! Who cares as long as you can see the bottle and my figure. So enthusiatic like that ^^

The smallass version of L&P bottle is now sitting on my lap. Waiting for me to drink it. Slurrppp!!

Before slurping. More piccies in the car.

See this pic. The L&P shinning and glimmering all over our faces. LOLL!!

Finally. Drinking in the dark.

Becoz it's an hour journey which is more than 60km from Hamilton, the sun had set, the sky was upset and crying, the energy of my friend driving, the petrol, the NZD 3.20, I must be BIGASS HAPPY!

=)))))))))

=DDDDDDDD

What a cry baby

2011-07-08T20:54:00.000+10:00

(0.0) Watched Step Up 3 again for the second time.

Still get teary in the end of the movie. Why so touching??!! Maybe coz I'm a university student and I could relate the bits.

Highly recommended :D Blog about it here before.

Forgetful dramas

2011-07-06T14:10:00.002+10:00

Sorry have to delay my NZ post, just because I am so depressed and I hate myself! (and also winter school has started :((( )

I am so so mad with myself!!! Have you guys ever had such feeling? Seriously, there were so many forgetful dramas happened even before I flew off to NZ.

So it all started with contact lens. I purposely packed the smaller solution bottle which is more handy compare to the bigger ones. And it can save more luggage weight for my clothes. Checked.

Then I also packed extra contact lens holder in case I need to take them off in between sightseeing or even when I am driving (coz I knew we would drive alot). Checked.

See how I get so pre-planned and organized. But all above are useless when ...

I updated my fb status when I was in the airport waiting to check-in.

That concluded one drama.

Already started to get mad but stay calm.

Then I went to stay in Whakatane for a week. My bestie asked me to put in her Msia simcard into my mobile in case she needs to call me while I was touring (she works). So I did. I put in the Msia simcard and then my Oz simcard above the battery and trying to cap it with the casing. Failed. Coz the casing cannot fit. So I left the Oz simcard on the bookshelf coz it was time to sleep already, and didnt want to move since I was already in bed.

Until the week we were going to leave the house and go other places, I left my simcard. At the bookshelf. How mad can I not be??!! It was a good 6hours drive then I realized, shit I left my simcard.

It's ridiculous to drive back just for that bloody piece of technology. When I returned to Oz, I need to get a new simcard. Lucky it was free and I flew back on a Thursday night which means late night shopping so I can dropped by to pick up one.

That concluded another drama.

After the 6hours drive, we were at this town called, Whangarei. We spend like 3nights around the area. 2nights in my bestie's friend home and 1 night in a motel.

The last night in her friend's home, I left my pyjamas top and a tshirt in the bathroom. Ok, this is a very serious thing. How the hell I could leave my clothes behind when my friend and I checked the bloody house and bathroom twice????

I told myself that I shouldn't and couldn't left anything behind anymore because it had already happened twice in this trip!! Is it our eyes kena blinded by ghost or what? There wasn't any cloth material in the bathroom except my PJ's and how could we not SEE it?

This forgetfulness had reached its' boiling point. I couldn't understand how this could have happened and I kept telling my bestie, this is a very annoying feeling and I hate myself so much!! But she was comforting me "It's ok. It was in my friend's home. U are lucky u didn't left anything behind the motel, which u can't even have it back anymore!!" It's true but I still feel dissatisfaction inside me.

This is the third drama already!!!

After all that scenes, there shouldn't be anymore right? right? I should be extra careful until I fly back to Oz, right right??!!

When I was in the plane, I tried to put all the stuff that I have in my luggage into my mind. It get me started with lots of thinking here and there. Deng!! How come I didn't see my hairband? The last I saw it was in Cotton On when I asked my bestie to make the payment on behalf of me.

As soon as I landed, got my simcard, I texted her if she could see it anywhere. Well, she said she can't. So which mean, either the cashier didnt bag it or was it one of us drop it while shopping. I don't have a clue at all coz I didn't check after my bestie make the payment.

Yeah, four freaking dramas in 14 days! How much could you afford to have so many scenes?!!? Totally a forgetful drama queen. *Peace wtfwtf!

But quietly in my heart I still wanna be thankful, there isn't any worst scenes like forget my passport or forget my flight!! wtf!!

P/S : Many thanks to my bestie, that I have to annoy her to post the stuff I forget except the simcard and maybe the hairband itself.

Since I choke you with many words, some piccies to ease your throat :D

I iz here

2011-06-23T14:36:00.000+10:00

This blog has not been updated for a week and you might thought I might be MIA again. Certainly not. Boo! haha! Actually I am having a holiday break.

I iz here! :D Can you guess by the flag? No cheating. Don't google!

Australia??!! hahaa! Similar but totally X. Very close to Australia. Hint : I highlighted the word in Green. So the country is all about scenery.

Guess Guess Guess... wuwuwuw

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Ladylike iz here, but you are not =p *damn lansi

15 Pictures

2011-06-17T03:03:00.005+10:00

I did a very super brief post here. But I skipped alot of other untold stuff. And I need to unpack them now for you. Or else, I will never bother to them after.

Just so I promised that I'll upload my way too long photos from Brisbane. They have been rusty in "My Pictures" folder! And I think I must do something before all of them turn yellow. All of you better embrace all the photos ahead as long as you are able to afford. Because imma spend time to upload them.

#1 Flying with Jetstar, first time ever in life :/ I am poor so have to fly budget airline! Saw the bangle I am wearing? My one and only such beach-style bangle. Lost in the beach. Only God knows why :'(

#2 Bubbles | Blossom | Buttercup. If you have not known us, we are actually known as powerpuff girls in high school! My presents for the girls! LOL i purposely bought the same shirts so that all of us can wear it together! and people will bloody take a look at us *attention seeker wtf

And because all of us were too happy and too much to talk *girls pillow talk*, we ended up sleeping at 4am and woke up super early to drive to ... paradise =) I am the bloody driver lah! Because I am the only one that could still drive manual. Not to be proud - I actually suck at it. The car bloody died few times. FTS!

Cool down cool down. At least all the embarassement were paid off.

Say hello to Gold Coast!!!

#3 View from our room. Nice and relax! Oh lala..wish I can wake up everyday look at this. See the pool so nice, also don't have time to actually enjoy it. Forget the hotel name! Nah, so long then blog, now forget! haihh..but something along the line with Chevron Renaissance. At least got some resemblance. So don't dump me yet!

#4 Can eat this ice cream everyday man!! Copenhagen! I wonder is it really from Denmark?! I was here when I was 9. Nothing ever changed! It is still the same old ice cream but the price definitely changed. Every night same old long queue. How lah like that? Eat ice cream also have to wait ages.

#5 Just beside Copenhagen, it's Hard Rock Cafe - Surfers Paradise. I iz here.

#6 Can you see what I bought? All you Malaysians, please envy *damn show off

#7 Love this photo the best!

#8 It's X'mas. So it's a procedure to have a picture with Big Ass X'mas Tree. What is wrong with my bloody fringe!! *stares at the wind, if only I could.

#8 Midnight life saver!!!! See our shoes beside, all so neat.

#9 This is funnnnn!!! But only for kids. :S Why they so like that? Don't want earn money meh?!!

#10 Shopping at Pacific Fair!! Love this mall, open concept.

#11 Breaks in between. Contributed to the Australia economy. wtf

#12 At the beach where you saw at the 3rd pic

#13 Wild guess!?!?! Which one is my feet =P

#14 Chilling at Hard Rock Cafe. The bartender that took our pic asked us to do some silly poses.

#15 No caption.

I think that's enough today for your eyes. I might have to do another post just on theme parks. I went to 3 theme parks, so it would be too much to fit them in this post.

Shopping before NZ Trip

2011-06-15T21:39:00.000+10:00

Yeah, I just came home from shopping before going to New Zealand. So irony! But I need some warm clothing before I get there and I didn't plan to shop in NZ though!

I bought a few stuff today and I am so so happy! Coz the other day I went out shopping and came home empty handed. But this time at least I bear some fruits LOL! Oh, I did it in the video for the first time!!! The reason being is my camera is out of battery. But anywayz, here you go!

Like any of my stuff??!! I basically bought everything for half price, so I saved like $49.90!! :DD

Thank you for watching! Bye!

P/S : Hopefully I am going to post my photos from Brisbane and Gold Coast very soon! *anticipating

Blur

2011-06-11T01:22:00.000+10:00

I am updating my blog more frequently now. Hehe! Happy? :D

O sorry, I didn't get to wish you guys - Happy Belated Gao Chung Festival aka Happy Belated Rice Dumpling Festival!

I was skyping with my sister the other day and she was showing off her rice dumpling to me. So envy! Some more rushing for my final papers and she was enjoying it for supper. DENG! I was so hungry lor when I saw it.

Nevermind. Becoz today I woke up with something on the dining table.

Take that! wuhuuu, imma can have dumpling too in Sydney =p Some more homemade lor ok!! ^^ Super happy and ate them straight away. I mean I did warm it up lahh..Envy me!

Another reason for being happy also becoz free stuff equals to happiness. hahaha! And stuff I got from the mailbox today.

Serum 5ml. So little. But its free anyway.

Head & Shoulder Shampoo 10ml. Free too!

Did u realize all my pics are in blur mode?! Coz I am using my E63 phone camera. Ish! I haven't charge my digicam yet. So lazy! Urgh. Once in a while, need to have some blur pics for blog, to style it up. WTF! (such a lame reason)

I am hungry again!

Sorry.Enjoying cream cheese and watercrackers now!Superb. Try this and you will die for more!

Happy Weekend! XX

Macaroons

2011-06-09T23:59:00.000+10:00

Yo! Yo! Who has life finally?! big ME!

So I just completed my last paper on Tuesday and so much YES to proper sleep. You won't know how much it meant to me that I can finally wake up without thinking about my assignment. Seriously it is so damn good feeling like that. For those of you who are still in the midst of exam, poor you! Haha! Ok, I am mean but my holidays are short, just 3 weeks in total before my winter school starts again. So its a win-win situation and most of you have like 7 weeks of crazy days until spring school starts again.

Anyway, yesterday is like a sleep-in day after the whole semester :) and today is a bit more interesting. Shopping day! :DD *double smiley faces to emphasize.

But... But ... bought nothing!!! Urgh! hate it! Because all the boots that I like, they don't have my sizes!!! So unfair.

But nevermind. Imma show you something good!! Behold!!

Macaroons!! Everyone's love <3 <3 I bought this for $12.50 - half dozen. It is not 'cheap' though.

I need to do some procedures before eating them. Take pics and show you guys how beautifool the colours are. Sorry for the blurred and unstriking colours coz took with my webcam. My camera was out of battery. Lazy to charge means lazy blogger. Lazy blogger means no visitors T____________T

Compensate you with some funny photos. Take with burst mode.

Still not enough camwhore pics with macaroons yet. So did a few more. Nyehehe! :p

#4 - Loving macaroons like madddddd! you know M.A.D?!

#5 Strawberry and lemon. Match the colours with the flavours. Whoever can answer correctly, give you one buck :P

#6 Looks like a full moon.

#7 Sweet Caramel Kiss. Joke of the day : Who can't have a kiss. Eat this! So you can kiss with macaroons. #solamejokewtf

I have numbered the pics above for your convenience in making comments. Which one you like best?? Huhu..

kthxbye.immawanaindulgedinmacaroons.sonotimefornow.tata.

St Ives featuring new pinky winter sandals

2011-05-15T16:45:00.104+10:00

To stay all beautiful and young its not all about make-up. Women tend to forget the most important tool of all is skincare (make-up also necessary). But I am the kind of women that forgets make-up most of the time and seldom forget about skincare.

First of all, say hi to my sandals pls? Will you? LOL!

This post is featuring my new bought pinky winter sandals :D from k-mart for $2 only. Nyek Nyek! Okay, I know you said I am cheap skate but hey it is nice and it really helps during winter, so why not??!! :DD

So some of you commented in my facebook and asked me "Wahh, you took the whole box of samples??!!" But hey, I don't need to do such thing because ... Contagious network is so good and generous!! Heart them. They delivered all these to my home for me to sample them and also to share with my friends. Ha??!! Beat that! =p So here is one full size bottle of St Ives Green Tea cleanser and 25 sachets of St Ives Green Tea scrubs. How can you not feel happy?! *jumps around

After a day in uni or work, come back home and pamper yourself. Opps.. no you can't pamper yourself, it is more like you MUST effing do it! Your skin needs some food to eat as well, so be good to your skin and your skin will reward you with great complexion as well.

Let me show you what I did. First, cleanse your face with water. Ikkss.. you can feel the dirt and oil in your hands right? Therefore, this cleanser is meant to do some magic to your face!

Pour an amount of St Ives Green Tea cleanser to your palms. Make sure your palms is wet so that you can mix the cleanser well before you apply it to your face.

Then apply it to your face and massage lightly. Can feel the dirt and excess oil? Cleanse face with water. *Fresh :))

Now, the scrub. Apply generous amount to face and slowly massage the scrub. Focus them more on your nose and chin, those two positions always have the most black & white heads. Eww!! But with St Ives, you don't feel eeww anymore because it performs miracle to your skin.

Tips : To make sure a scrub is good and not damaging your skin is to feel the particles as tiny as possible. St Ives one is really super tiny among any other scrubs I've ever used before. True story. ~~Hips no lie~~.

Then follow up with your toner and moisturizer! It will guarantee you with better complexion~

At the moment, I am unable to share the samples I have right now because it's limited and I've given them to my circle of friends to try them out. (and i am getting heaps of positive feedbacks!! St Ives they are extending their gratitude to you!) Maybe in the future, if they send me more, I can get you guys to drop me your mailing address and I will deliver them to you. So you know what to do! Stay tune :D Hahaha!!

Don't be upset because I am sharing another ULTIMATE SECRET to stay beauty and healthy! Many thanks again to Contagious Network.

http://www.stivesnaturalplan.com.au/

Hit on the link above, it will guide you through about St Ives natural eating plan. So make sure you do the right thing to your face and eating the right food as well. Both will make a huge differences to your skin!

If any of you have been using or tried St Ives before, do share your thoughts with others. And drop me a comment. Thank you in advance. So stay tune, perhaps, contagious network will make me distribute to all you people out there.

Oh wait, the price are pretty reasonable. You can get them easily from any drug stores or pharmacies. I just check in Priceline, the full size bottle cost $9.99 each for 200ml cleaser and 150ml scrubs. If you are still skeptical, then try the smaller bottle, I think it is $3.40 for 30ml. Trust me, you are going to love it until the end of time. What are you waiting?!

Stars and Moon

2011-05-02T00:35:00.000+10:00

In this lonely night like this, all I could feel is :((((

I wonder why most of the people around could be with their love ones overseas and why can't I?

Why the other half is willing to sacrify to go to a foreign land because of their bf/gf? And why mine could not even bring his bravery here?

I am so envy hearing and seeing couples are happily enjoying overseas but all I could have enjoy only exist in the virtual world - skype.

This is so unfair :(((((

Hell starts again

2011-04-28T00:08:00.000+10:00

Uni is going to start at 9am tomorrow after a week of break. I should have now sleeping soundly and get a normal heart-attack at 6am by the stupid alarm clock. Who invented alarm clock?! Working people always say studying is the best moment of life, I believe it very very much, in fact, why am I not experiencing the BEST MOMENT in life which everyone define it? *sigh* Only God knows why!

I am still sleep-deprived even after the short holidays. Seriously, there were always something hitch my sleeping time, it was either the neighbours or I have to sacrify the sleeping time for something else. How I wish studying is a holiday everyday. I am complaining now when I only have 3 units for a semester, it's going to be hell in my next semester because I am juggling 5 bloody unit and freaking part time job. Oh God, please help me to get through everything smoothly!

Ok, shits aside.

Compensate you with a photo.

See, I am trying to upload a picture but the internet isn't working well! I hate it...always happen like that! I gotta do it another day.

All I can think now is New Zealand. Calm me down....

Goodnightt!!

Savour it

2011-04-22T17:33:00.014+10:00

To stay in the sadness well instead of happiness or in fact some fairy tales (if possible) is so wrong. Sometimes, I do need to dwell in some wonderful presence and be smiley again.

Good news comes alive. I am going to NZ in June and imma so excited although its cold but its a two weeks escape and reunite with one of my bestie. So before rambling over NZ ... I may need to upload some ~~overdue~~, no no, I mean way too long overdue photos from Brisbane.

So people savour it! :D

Bubble | Blossom | Buttercup = Powerpuff girls

The night where all the girls had their confession. But not really a confession ... a very rare scene of drunk took place and funny stories #inside joke.

One of the activity we wanted to do but didn't get to do it. And this was just for kids. Don't you think this is fun? Rolling in a ball..nyek nyek~

Must eat! German pork leg at Bavarian Haus.

Us in Bavarian Haus.

Me, trying to fly.

OMGGGGG!! This is the best ice cream I ever taste #conpenhagen. I ate E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y without failing. Seriously. And it was just below my hotel where I stayed.

My birthday present for the girls.

And this pancake...can't even finish it and I felt terribly bloated!!!! But superb. Forget the name already because it was long ago haihh.. but make sure to share when you made an order!

My last dinner in Brisbane - Hog's Breath Cafe

Bitter Life.

2011-04-17T01:59:00.000+10:00

This post is suppose to be a video blogging. I actually recorded myself and wanted to put them up here. But then I am thinking twice should I put up. I haven't edit it yet, well let see how it goes.

If you didn't know, I can actually write a book about life. True story. But because my english is bad I don't think I could but I am sure it will be one of the good seller book because it's about true story. When I share this story, I don't want anyone to pity on me or tell me all the philosophical. No one could help neither I am asking for it. Because in the end, people will just tell me "Don't care!" or "Just focus on the things that you want to achieve" or "This is your dream to study in Australia, so don't complaint" or "Seek God, pray".

In life, they said "We have to be responsible for the action and choices we made". Yes it's very true. Have you give it a second thought? Let say I decided to go the shop, I was waiting at the human light to turn green so that I could cross the road. While waiting, a truck over turn and hit on me. Is that my fault? Do I have to responsible for that? That's not my fault but I have to suffer the pain or if I would have died on the spot my family will grief on me.

Speaking the truth, I've been longing to go overseas to study for my whole life, if not century. After much consideration, my mum still think that I should come to Australia. Ok fine, I made the decision to come here as well. I made the choices but do I deserves gossip? I hate people looking down on me and my family. Yes, I came from a really small hometown in a third world country but that doesn't mean that we are poor until we need to eat potatoes everyday and no meat are served on the dining table.

I hate people think that Australia (I don't mean to say OZ is bad) is superior and I came to Australia to beg for help. People just won't stop their fucking mouth which makes me feel very terrible. I made the decision, do I deserve to be looked down?

For all the good deeds I've done and shown during my stay, who bloody claims it under their names? All these people are so interested with my life that they have to interfere me in any possible ways. When I did something good, someone else got the praises and when I didn't bloody do anything, people blame me! I made the decision, do I deserve do get the blame but none of the praises?

I hate how people judge me and put me in the position that I am a poor girl that is begging for help but never return favours. Who the hell are you to say that? You haven't even live with me or know me so well for a century and there you bitch me.

For all the morals I've learned and for all the God's words that I am familiar with, my respect goes out to everyone, no matter who you are, what you work, your status and your age, I just have to respect for that's what I've been taught since young.

If you bloody look down on me and my family is not as rich as yours, you lose your respect.

If you didn't play the role model of being someone I respect in life, turn around and backstab me, you lose your respect.

If you for being such a man, a breadwinner, a businessman but you never respect people like me, you lose your respect.

If you dare to compare your children with me, there's no where they are better off than me, you lose your respect.

If you think that I study tourism or either I am doing a degree it doesn't going to bring me any where and I wouldn't be RICH one day, you lose your bloody respect.

If you think because you live in Australia and you are rich, I should worship you, please! you actually miss out the meaning of life and take this - I am NEVER gonna give in to you even I am young. N.E.V.E.R!

How sad could it be if all these people are actually in the end does have a little blood connection to you?

Thank you for fulfiling each of the criteria above. And that you've won for making me to feel shit.

Five donkey years, I have forgotten how happiness actually felt like.

/.END.\

Picture Time

2011-04-09T23:10:00.002+10:00

As promised, I will post some pictures - mainly I am the spotlight coz you guys have already forgotten how I look :D Agree? Also, I have created a poll question for you to answer by the end of this post (means after looking at my pictures).

Question : What do you think I look now?

A. Fat

B. Fat

C. ~~Thin~~. Actually fat

Haiyah, I don't want to live in denial already. I seriously think I put on weight. Everyone said I look different and I asked which part they just can't tell me. Perhaps, because I am fat and hence they don't dare to tell me and maintain to say good words like "You still look good". OVERRATED!

This is taken in last week of February during my visit to Singapore. So why rabbit? I am born in the year of rabbit and I believe many people think that 2011 is going to be a good year. Did yours went well as of today?

This one a bit old school with my black frame glasses. I think this was right after CNY and I went out with my friend for dinner *compensate my birthday dinner. (although it was already over a month) But my friend is amazing like that. I guess I look slimmer here, probably is the camera angle.

This one is the most recent one I've got in my lappy for now. Taken 2 weeks ago during my tutorial exursion to The Rocks (If you want to know then Google lah, lazy to explain). Oh, and that is my new Japanese friend, Eriko. I am always easily recognized by all lecturers through my entire days in uni coz I am the only Asian in the class. Now that Eriko is in one of my class, we are the only Asians and our lecturer doesn't need to call our names for attendances.

This last pic enough illustration. geddit geddit??!!

Don't forget to answer my poll question ok. Thank kiu!

Weird Malaysian in Sydney

2011-04-06T15:40:00.003+10:00

UPDATE : I actually end the friendship right after I post this on Wednesday. He called me at night and apologized for his behaviour and the reason was he can't take it because I rejected him for not accompanying him to lunch -____-'''' SWEAT! I just told him, it's enough and that I don't think this friendship is going to work. Don't think he still understand because he texted me again last night but I just ignored him. I am kinda afraid of him now, maybe he is abit 'siao'!!!

Sorry no pictures yet for this post because I want to tell you guys a story. An interesting story about a Malaysian that I met in Sydney. I want to share because I felt frustrated & angry also at the same time. Dunno whether I am wrong or selfish or whatsoever adjectives you could describe laa...

I know this guy through an Australia student forum. We didn't chat alot but since we both from Malaysia and then some more in a foreign land, don't think he would harm me. So ok, exchanged email. Then slowly exchanged numbers and then planned to meet. (Not to forget to say, in the end, we found out we live in the same suburb and only two streets away from each other)

The first time I saw him, his impression to me was his a bit girlish lah.. probably like a bit "gay". I am not discriminating is just my opinion ok. Initially, he asked me alot of things like my lifestyle and my background stuff like that and then when I asked him back he was like keeping quiet and said "I don't need to tell you that, if you know me for long you will know about me". Fine, he has a point but it seems unfair he can asked me but when I asked him back he gave me this kind of answer. Nevermind.

Since after we met up, he constantly text me like E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y. hello? who does that? I have to attend uni and work. Instead, he is a Master graduate and has nothing to do, no part time job, absolutely nothing. What he did everyday is sleep, wake up, movies, games. So he is bored and kept asking me to accompany him for movies, dinner and church. I felt irritated seriously! Sometimes he will like text me "YO!". Who the hell text like that? Unless he is my very close friend trying to catch up or something. But he is texting me everyday. So I just ignored him most of the time until he had to call me. Usually I am either at work or still at uni rushing my assignment, no time to entertain. The funny thing is, he is a Master graduate and cannot speak proper English, he could text but couldn't speak well. I spoke to him in English at first and I couldn't understand what he is trying to say and then when I asked him question he couldn't get me and kept on asking me to repeat. How annoying is that? Then I said, forget about it, speak Mandarin.

As time passed by, I really feel like vomiting at times. Like a while ago, he called me to ask me out for lunch. I just had my lunch and wanted to start my assignment due on Monday. He was hanging on the phone and went "haihhhh...haihh". My phone died in the middle when he was sighing. Good thing! So went to charge my mobile and texted him "Sorry, my phone no battery. Talk to you later". Then he started saying all the shits ..

"Ask you to accompany me to eat lunch also don't have time"

Then I replied him "I have an assignment due. If I go out, at least 2hours will be gone, sorry can't waste time, tomorrow uni start at 9am."

Can you believe he said this "why are you so calculative as a friend?"

If he could have understand my situation. I only have Wednesday to do my work properly, catch up on readings and assignment and he knew that from the first place because I told him when we first met that I am busy & I have work as well.

then I replied him "Sorry, I really don't have time and I can't do anything! I am not a good friend. I think you could find better friend than me".

He responded "Please stop mad at me".

Since when I got mad at him?! And then I called him straight away he didn't answer the phone. Confirm avoid me!!

I really want to stop being friend with this kind of people. First we have communication breakdown. Even I speak Mandarin also he can't get me. Then he came out with all the stupid things like I said above (many other more, lazy to describe) really wasting my time.

Moral of the story is, even he is a Malaysian, same country where I grew up, we can't get along. In big city like this, I thought if I knew more Malaysians would be great. This proved that my judgment is wrong! If you were me, will you feel annoy?! And is it worth to become friends?

Quick hello

2011-04-04T16:48:00.001+10:00

*waves

So my tutorial will start in half an hour, might at least drop a few words before I venture further to my thoughts and left this blog for a caveman years again! Sorry about that. Although, I know my sorry came out a thousand times here and there, but I really do owe you guys an apology.

Life has been awesome. Did you just hear me say awesome? Perhaps, I exaggerate that but I still think it should be that way because the choices between awesome & disaster, of course everyone would go for the awesome one lahh.. Been busy for CNY - Singapore holiday - and now back to uni for 6 weeks now. How fast it could be?

I have been catching up with the lifestyle of Australians. Not that I am trying to become like them but trying to live like them, well, authenticity! I think I crap too much. Not really though, just want to live happily in Sydney lahhh...aihh~~

Part of the reason I didn't blog for quite some times because of some legal matters that I am unable to reveal myself yet to the public and it prohibits me from doing so in order to fight for my rights. Though I don't know whether I should just move on and forget about it or hire another socilitor (means paying upfront money) to die die help me win the case. Too much info. Should stop here.

And time's up. Got to go "fishing"! wtf! Enough of the short update. Talk to you guys soon. Sorry no photo, but will dig some out soon for your viewing pleasure and compensate your time. kthxbai! :D

Happy 2011!

2011-02-16T01:47:00.000+11:00

It's not too late! It is only late if I don't wish you *denial

I am a bad blogger lah I know. Still try to come up with something to back up my super late wish! The missing-in-action for more than a month long doesn't mean I stop blogging, although I did think of it at times, but oh well, here I am again to post something.

Just so you didn't know what's up - I am still alive! I've been missing for a long time and you might have forgotten how my face. Let me show you a picture here.

I still look fine. Don't worry. But is just that I am getting prettier wtf! *pulling your leg

This time, I am having the best time of the year in the Year of Rabbit. I am celebrating CNY in my hometown which is the greatest thing ever because I am a big fan of LION DANCE. There's no age barrier to like something ok. They are even adults whom love watching cartoon network lor. So, don't give me the weird look =P

For now, let me wish you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! It's not over yet (two more freaking awesome days) so don't stop wishing yet, don't stop eating yet and last but not least, don't stop receiving red packet yet!

GONG XI FA CHAI AND FATT FATT FATT!!!!!!

Jingle bell Rocks

2010-12-20T23:18:00.000+11:00

OMG...Christmas is like 5days away ... nono, I mean 4days from now! Couldn't believe it. This time around last year I was so excited to celebrate because I was going to leave for Australia for a new chapter.

By now, I am already in Sydney for 10months. That is really fast. In 10 months total, but I've only recently get used and know the little tiny details of some important stuff like transportation. It's a bit weird, oh well, the transportation is not as great as what I have first thought. My imagination of the transportation service totally failed.

Any how, everyone is busy doing their X'mas shopping! And I am like...X'mas shopping?? Why didn't I get any atmosphere or shopping feel in me? Despite any-shopping-desire exist inside, I just went ahead like everyone else.

So far, this is what I've bought and they will be distributed here or in Malaysia.

Friends and family start spotting your gifts! Well, if you (friends & family) didn't find any that is suitable, that is most probably I haven't buy for you yet. LOL! To my readers, I am sorry, not this time because I am in Aussie and posting is very costly.

Talking about cost, cost rings the bell of $$. Money comes from work. And i've not been working as much as other people do. To be honest, my money are all spend on food. No matter how full or how hard I tried to resist the food desire, when I passed by food court or cafes, the aroma of the food gave me the "BUY ME!!!" signal! DAMN IT!

This post is getting too long now... The main point is actually to wish all of you

MERRYYYYY CHRISTMASSSS!!!!

Don't forget the birth of Jesus whom save our lives. Amen.

P/S: Brisbane in 5days from now. WOOHOO...*excited!

Heavy stuff

2010-12-06T16:55:00.000+11:00

holla!

Ladylike went missing for good two weeks because of :-

1. Inconvenience of access to internet

2. Moving house

3. Work

Those of the above has sum up my weeks for being MIA and the case of 1 & 2 have been solved by now. (1) I just get an internet connection for myself at $15 per month with 1.5GB. I know that's like so LITTLE! But oh well, that's the cheapest package I could afford and this mean I can't do lots of skyping now with my friends all around the globe. But I will try to save up some GB for each and everyone of you. Bliss. (2)I have packed and unpacked them in a day. Good job and I was so damn tired! Thanks to my friend, Sandi for helping me.

And on the 3rd point, I am currently still working but not much shift in a week so I barely earn much. Still, it is better than nothing. And the rest of the week, I am chilling at home :D Double BLISS.

One of the brand that I am doing! Get them from Coles this week, all half price! What a bargain. All you people in Aussie, don't miss this offer.

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This year alone, I actually broke two handbags of mine - the handle. Seriously, my stuff are so damn heavy here because of the traveling and walking alot. It's so sad when my bags that I love RIP one by one.

Like this one, I just bought it in January during my visit to Taiwan beginning of this year.

:(((

Check out the stuff in it.

I don't think it can be fix either. So I thought cheap stuff doesn't last long. For it to last long, it has to be carry light. Strikely not more than 2kgs.

So I thought, it maybe a good reason to have them all damage here and I wouldn't need to allocate space for them in the luggage to bring them home. Stupid thinking!

Anywaysss, for your information, I will be MIA-ing again soon because imma is going to Brisbane from 26 Dec till 5 Jan. Okay, I know it's weird after X'mas but you know the ticket is much more cheaper. But don't be sad during my absencent because I am going to feed you with lots of picture when I come back.

This is a super light traveling so I won't be bringing my lappy with me and even neccesities because I need to save kgs as I am handcarrying them. Jenny Lo, please bear with me - I know you love me and you don't mind hahhaahah *perasan

But this is going to be a super saving trip as well because accommodation are totally free provided from bestie and we may have meals at home as well and not forgetting we may be able to borrow her friend's car. So all in all, we only need to share the fuel and parking. How reasonable is that for an escape? :D

Having said that, I still need to beg parents or my sister for extra cash. HAHAHAAHAHAHAAH!! imma can't afford much yet because not enough shifts.

Ok lah, enough of announcements for this post already. And please be informed. LOL!

p/s : OMG OMG...tomorrow is going to be the 7th Dec and that's when my result is going to be released. AHHHH!! imma is afraid *panicking.

Out of no where

2010-11-27T18:39:00.001+11:00

This is super random post. You might not want to read though, is just wasting your time. *Don't say I didn't warn chu!

Some of the very old photos that have been rusted sitting in my Nokia E63 ever since I owned the phone. Oh well, I just thought of posting them and laugh about it.

This is during month of ~~fool~~ April. Shopping in Myers. Couldn't afford anything although almost everything in the store is on sale. No mood to see the stuff so here you go.

Thanks to Myers mirror for the reflection! LOL!

Do you like the white scarf? My aunt made it for me. 1 for me and 1 for my mum. So warmy...

And like any another day, my mum was visiting so she was trying some clothes and here you go again.

The purpose of showing you this photo is because I like to wallpaper. But very inappropriate for a house feel. More like for valentine season only :|

Month of April is a month that I was so crazy with hats. Probably because of the cold weather and I wanted to cover myself up to stay warm. Hats that I tried on everytime I visited a store.

This is one of the cheapest hat I tried. It cost only $3 maybe of the striking pink colour. I was so tempted to buy and my mum said "You never gonna wear that, trust me". I thought another second and I think she was right. But still heart itchy.

Old style hat/ Plain black, I think its cool. Sorry I keep on cropping the pics without my face because I looked horrible in cold season. I might scare you from where you are sitting right now reading this. Anyway this is $19, that was after discount. Saw the CCTV on the top, gosh the security guards might be laughing at me while popping popcorn into their mouth!

This is the best picture with my face. hahahah!! Damn fat lah my face here. This one looks kinda the same like the first hat I tried on. But this one cost 8x the price of pink/black hat. Erm, nobody knows why, but they look the same. Don't they? Maybe that was from Reject Shop and this is from BigW. mmmm....

Surprisingly, I bought none of them. Deep down in my heart, I knew very well, I wouldn't have wear it. And at the same time, I think people in uni will be looking at me and whispering in their heart "weird chinese girl studying in uni".

I think I should update properly, maybe tonight or tomorrow. I don't know.

Anyway happy weekend! :D

Cricket night

2010-11-26T02:45:00.000+11:00

Tonight is another night that I got strucked with outpouring unnecessary melancholy mood. Seriously. I don't know why this would ever happen to me in Aussie, which it never cross my mind EVER during I foresee the road that soon to be undertook before.

Alas. I know this feeling is just for this hour, this time, I beg this to go away forever.

Sometimes, I thought I open up too much in my blog, I re-think again whether I am putting myself into a serious danger mode whereby people reading me would ever judge me by it's cover.

For having said that, I really really think of shutting down this blog of 3 years old now - to either close it forever or start a new one with wordpress. For some reason, in seasons, I don't have the mood to blog because I got so caught up with the world and even worst some personal matters which I don't think it is appropriate for me to share.

All the contemplating actually resulting in low spiritual life.

"Dear God, please help me to overcome 'these'" - Amen.

Back cut

2010-11-25T20:22:00.000+11:00

This post have been delayed for soooo freaking long.

SORRY!!!

But now, I am back to my homey for a few days only thats why I can update. The video is finally here. I tried so many ways to upload and also put it in youtube.

Seriously, I am not born to be a technology person. Urgh! Even photoshop, I don't even know how to use until now. Lazy is the best word to describe why I can't use it today. LOL!

Anyway, here's the video . . .

Enjoyyyyyy :D

Katak di bawah tempurung

2010-11-22T13:11:00.001+11:00

I have a problem with getting internet for the time being because I am away from my comfort home. oh well, something is happening again that I may totally lost the civilization. Yes, I am very serious about it.

For the time being, I wouldn't blog as frequent as possible yet, not until I get back my life.

Sorry for the delay!

Hair Transformation

2010-11-14T18:19:00.000+11:00

I'm back. But before that, I need to apologize for blogging this late because I had papers on Thursday and Saturday which means I was squeezed in betweel. My priority is to study as you all know albeit blogging is part of my life but first thing first : study. And I will be happy to blog.

Now my only hope is to PASS my exams. I have one more paper on Friday and it's call the end of semester. Its' totally scary because everywhere people started to jingle their bells as early as November.

Before I elaborate on my hair, I actually have to clarify a few stuff from my previous post.

1) ~~Not students who cut my hair.~~ They are actually foreigners coming from different countries to upgrade their cutting skills and most importantly, get inspiration and new hair styles.

2) ~~The back cutting is damn scary at first.~~ Probably, I exaggerated this sentence. But it is plain cool.

So here I was on last Tuesday

Toni & Guy.

Started with parting my hairs in the form of letter 'M' for the fringe and 'Star' shape for the upper head.

No one actually did this kind of parting before cutting my hair as long as I remembered and the multiple times I visited a saloon.

During the process and this is how much hair I sacrified for a new hair style.

Byebye hair!

The process . . .

After two hours . . .

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*******BOOM*********

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*******BOOM*********

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This is Irene, my hairstylist for this hair. She is from Canada. She looks pretty too ;)

And from the back.

The secret to achieve this hair is SEA SALT SPRAY! I am not kidding. No blowing, no thongs nothing.

Absolutely satisfied with the hair cut.

And the only thing is missing is colour.

I am thinking should I get it colour, brown or blonde? LOL.

Before I forget, remember the video that I took on back cutting. It doesn't seem to be able to upload. I am sorry about this but I will try to fix it and upload it again probably around this week ok.

And for now, you know the secret for wavy style is Sea Salt Spray.

Tata!

Farewell to old hair

2010-11-09T19:50:00.000+11:00

Just before anything. I must say I *heart* my hair every bit of it.

I never have this kind of messy yet fine texture hair before, perhaps no one could cut like that back in hometown. Seriously. The styling especially the back cut, damn scary at first but it really blends the hair well in layering.

First of all, let's give a farewell to my long hair (although didn't cut it really short), just for the sake of saying goodbye! =)

on the way to Toni & Guy

One last glance, okie...

I also want to show you Paddington. As according to the locals, Oxford Street is the most fashionable street in Sydney.

This is Paddington. Mmm, really high class along Oxford Street.

full with boutiques like these.

and these

And this street is covered with purplish trees.

Nice?

Are you waiting to see my real hair?

Sorry, that post will be up tomorrow because there's a video on back cutting too.

Haha!! See you tomorrow. kthxbye!

Ladylike iz x-sai-ted

2010-11-08T13:26:00.000+11:00

Sorry for my bad english title :p

What am I x-sai-ted? =0

Is it another free stuff? wtf!

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You've guess it right. So right. Let imma tell you story again.

Like this. 1 hour ago, a lady from Tony & Guy called me whether I am available or not later at 1.45pm. That's impossible because she called me at 12pm and wouldn't have make it there in time and I reckoned it will take me 2hours there.

What Ladylike is trying to say is? - She is going to have Toni & Guy free hair cut!

Retype and redefine - Toni & Guy

When? - tomorrow at 1.45pm (*.*)

Where? - Paddington (in case you don't know, it is a upper class young adult suburb, probably I couldn't even afford to buy a top from there. seriously. Underwear also seems like a difficulty.lol)

Who is going to cut my hair? - of course not si-fu or any senior gurus. They are a bunch of students using models hair to perform their skills. So I am a guinea pig!

How? - to get there, obviously by bus & train & walk like 378439 minutes. - How are they going to cut my hair? - I am in a dilemma now. Coz imma afraid they want to cut short. SHORT. do you get what i mean? Short means above my shoulder length.

I have been keeping my hair for quite a while now because I was having short hair twice last year and the year before. Right now, I am seriously not open yet to short hair. buuttttt...this is free! What can I ask for more?

They are going to give me hair cut, styling, blow dry & colour for free. Basically everything is free. just get my ass and sit there for hours for them to do stuff with my hair.

This is the current picture I sent to them for analysis:-

Taken in Blue Mountains, NSW during my parents' visit. (Will blog that some day)

But right now, I am standing in the middle of YES & NO for short hair.

Do you think I should get my hair short (again) if they really choose that style?

Talent/Gift

2010-11-07T04:12:00.001+11:00

I am 22 this year. Frankly speaking, I have not sorted out my future very well yet but I am half way through it pathing my way in the tourism and hospitality line. If you ask me why did I end up in this industry? ... 3dots is my answer :p

Nah, I am just pulling your leg. Actually even I, myself did not know I would be studying hospitality industry too. But the fact that I am in Commerce Stream, I left very few choices because 1) I hated figures although I am Chinese (people always say chinese are the master of figures, but oh well, at least not in my case) 2)I am not that highly rated as "Smart" or any better of "Intelligient". These two words are very strong and with indepth meanings. So I cant merely used that word and label myself. Just way too much for the time being, just yet. Note my word, "yet" ok. Business studies are far too common, without a speciality which could be see in two angles of being 'all rounder/can perform any task relating to business' or either 'good at nothing, normal, no speciality or focus area'. This is just my perspectives, no offense to people that fall in this category.

Like I said, I didn't like figures so accounting or any figures relation are a No-No for me. Again, I am not way too smart and that's why Law is a major No-no too. But if you die die ask me to choose between Accounting and Law, I will definitely take up accounting because figures I am still able to work out rather than using my back brain and mouth to fight cases like that. Although I know not all lawyers need to be presented in courts. HAHA! but whatever, just too many Hong Kong dramas. This is getting too long. Cut story short, I wanted to be specialised or major in a field. Therefore, I chose tourism as my first option as it is my special interest and passion for travelling.

As I am writing this post, I am thinking of becoming a travel writer. Mmm, have been thinking about it for some time but working in marketing or research team in a tourism board or promotional board is much more exciting and challenging. And I doubt I would ever been given a chance in Malaysia.

Anyway...why i wrote this post is because of this young boy from Korea. I basically think he has the talent to do so well and gained popularity at the age of 13. Practice makes perfect and acoustic is the style I like most. I am sure he practice from no day to no night. LOL!!

*sorry html out of space, dunno how to fix!

He is 13, and he already knew his talent. If you want to know more about him then go to www.sunghajung.com. (type yourself,don't be lazy) And now, where and what is my talent? I am still working out and in search for my talent. *sigh

In fact, sometimes I wish I was born to be a singer/musician *dreamy face

*slap face*

back to reality.

I am talented in procastinating. Because that's the easiest to practice. No lah, I am trying to be talented in doing something else than procastinating like facebooking or msn-ing.

So don't you waste your time now, start searching for your talent -from Ladylike ultimate advice / boo

Usual Me - nerdy

2010-11-03T16:15:00.000+11:00

Nerdy mode is on.

Please bear with me for the time being. Don't be sad, I will peakaboo when I don't feel like doing stuff like this :-

Laterzzz!

I hate HTML

2010-11-02T18:34:00.001+11:00

I have been fixing the previous post for 2hours just to get it right. But I really gave up. I couldn't update from the previous post, so here I ended up posting another one.

Is it just me? Or blogspot sucks now?!

This is the update after the shopping.

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Ohai again. Imma so good and dedicated now. Just came back from shopping and then blog again. huhu...

Anyway, yes i changed and went out since it was not raining. 2hours of quick and grab shopping, also (*@*) looking for a part time regular job since summer holidays is like 3 weeks away. Now is exam period already! Holla, study mood ON please, I beg you Mr & Mrs Book please invite me into your midst. haha!

First thing first - job hunting fail. I dunno why all the shops I saw was hiring 2 weeks ago but now all the ads no longer sticking at the window already *sigh* I printed like 5 resumes to give out but came back with 5 in hands too *boo

Second thing comes second wtf. I bought some groceries since I will be going out again this week end for a friend's birthday. So don't need to buy alot some more I am walking, my friend got a car, save enegry for now.

My short journey today, ahah as if

Trolley basket with my handbag in it. I know it will be heavy after shopping, so no choice gotta bring along, i seem like an auntie (>.<) eeww / but at least I am cool, boots and snake skin leggings, both from Taiwan.

Grey autumn dress and badge cardigan. Both also (again) from Taiwan. omaigawt,my nose look so big here! actually is small. haha~

Can see the bus or not. Far behind, yellow colour.

Ok, let me draw some indication.

Actually got two buses coming in the same direction. I hopped on the first one that reached my bus stop first. But the last bus in this picture actually arrived the destination faster than the first bus which I hopped on :'(

Show you my where my money gone . . .

@ Foodie / I got mince beef & singles cheese. All on special.

Some vege with an insight of my foot.

Can see or not reduced price. Aiyah, I only aim this kind one, so that I can save more. It's not rotten what, still good, is just that the expiry date is near but I will be eating that everyday. Not a problem to me. By the time, I already finish lur..

Uncle Tobys is so healthy. He invented such kind of oat bars. Again, on special $1.99. Very good during uni,no breakfast, munched this!

Last but not least, everyone is going to *heart* this.

Free stuff in burst snapshots. Read my expression, no caption inserted.

#5

All these photos are captured with HP in-built webcam, my first time using since I bought this lappy in February!

P/s: Tired of fixing the HTML. Out of space meh out of space. Frustrated already!

Sleepy head

2010-11-02T12:16:00.000+11:00

Ohai! Good morning everyone..although in 4minutes it's going to be noon here. But anywayz, at least I have courtesy to blog and greet ya good morning, what a good blogger right? *shy

I am so damn sleepy now but I forced myself to wake up 1 hour ago. At this point of time, I am contemplating whether or not to go shopping because it was rainy early this morning and the weather is playing "Big wind blow, blow what?" you know that game we used to play when we were young. "Blow me away!!"

Haven't taken my breaky yet..well, it's going to be lunch now. By the time, I am done to go out, the sun will rise and shine again. Bloody weather...trying to play hide and seek with us.

I think I should go shopping, no more meat & Ladylike will be hungry! Urghh and the weather forecast said it is going to rain again tomorrow. So how?

Blog later. Bye! *Flipping coin to determine shopping - yes or no - LOL

3 post in a day?

2010-11-01T00:00:00.000+11:00

Yup, I couldn't even believe it myself. I actually blog thrice in a day! Also to commerate my MIA all the time.

In my previous post, I was saying I wanted to share something but i forget. It just clicked to my mind again.

Read this news. -Link-

I am so excited with this Wet & Wild in Sydney. I don't know why I am so excited although it is only going to open in like 3years from now. By that time, I would have graduated already. Perhaps, I won't be here, well, who knows what would happen next right?

The place where the theme park is gonna be is very close to where I am staying now. Probably 30minutes by car. Let me clarify, 30 minutes is very near for people who grow up here. Back in hometown, it is like..'wah so far!"

But anyway, yes Sydney is going to have a theme park again after the closure of Wonderland. Not that I have been there before, but I think my bro and sis did.

So hopefully, I am able to go for this one. kthxbai!

Sunday?

2010-10-31T17:24:00.000+11:00

It is another weekend again - just as if it was sunday yesterday *boo

Exam is exactly 11days ahead and I am here fooling around. When I mean fooling, it is true. Books in front of me but eyes and attention are surfing the net for anything and everything, just not books. *guilty

I am blogging because I wanna post up photos for your eyes pleasure ;) Actually I thought of something to blog just now but I forget the moment I set my fingers on the keyboard. I will definitely blog it when I remembered.

Anyways, photos ahead ...

Taken in June. Tt's way too long, during my month first visit. In between Chinatown and Paddy's Market.

My dinner during the assignment week. Simple and easy, just dump chicken and vege for a meal so that I don't need to cook twice.

Again pasta, save time and healthy as well. See the big tomatoes? Represented I ate some vege. oh no, I think tomato is under the fruit category? Yes? No? I don't know, you tell me. Lazy to google. hahaha!

A not very good photo to end this post. Just pulling your leg ok.

I did spare some time to mask. But this is the very last piece of my entire skin care stock. mm..I need to refill some now. Don't forget to mask too ya!

Happy & Sad day

2010-10-31T00:01:00.001+11:00

Since imma got alot of time (excuse of not studying) I want to blog about this other day, two weeks ago on a Friday sunny afternoon my friend came over to my place as we decided to get our work done prior to the due date.

When you make plans, that is where your plans are going to fail. We were so enthusiastic and well prepared what we were going to do the day before. But oh well, all things were so wrong at the time. My friend took an hour 45minutes to reach my house because of the traffic and it was near to the peak hour. So that's a bad starting point.

By the time she arrived at my place, guess what happen?! As she was trying to pick up her laptop and books from the passenger door, the wind went crazy and the whole door was shut. Urgh, the worst part was her keys were still inside the car. Which means she can't access to her car anymore and she haven't even got her books yet, just the lappy and balancing the door and herself.

She called me when she was outside my house. And I went out to check how serious it could be. Seriously, it was pretty bad. Under the sun and combination of strong wind, we examined the car and see what we could do (as if like we knew.lol). We can't think of something convincing. And then we googled and see some youtube videos on how to open the car door without a key. There seem quite easy but actually when we tried to do it. All fail.

We use like 2 cloth hangers of mine, spoon, knife and ruler - None of it work. I think the part we didn't grasp well is the law of motion. Remember we learned that in school like hukum daya (Law of motion) discovered but Newton. I don't it somehow lock in my head. Is the force and the distance that made us fail to open the door. We took 4hours trying to open the door and abondent our books.

One of her friend came to rescue after our failure. *sigh*

Look at the car, my heart also break into pieces. The mark of which we tried to open up some room to insert the cloth hanger in.

The value now is depreciated probably by few hundreds than the market price. How painful is that?

I don't know how this happen. Must be the guy that helped her, actually broke the rubber attached to the door.

To commerate our hours of sweating under sun, crazy wind and rain too, we decided to have a good meal. Hence, we wanted to make a big feast (although didn't study at all!!!).

I drove on that day because she really had a bad day and didn't want to do anything. At least she can still smile for the camera.

Big feast for two person.

Nandos, my favy of all time. Whole chicken with large chips and barbeque ribs.

At least we tried to do something to feel better.

Be careful all of you. When you guys really lock your key in the car, google and watch some youtube videos. There are really helpful. Please do not do it for crime!

Too good to be true

2010-10-29T00:55:00.000+11:00

Hee haa!!!O YEAH its me!

As promised, I said I am going to share the freebies I've got during my mid break right? Finally, it's here now because I just hand up my final and the very last assignment for this year :) which also mean, ladylike can have proper sleep at least for these few days before the exam midnight oil again..huhu!

I was so sleepy at 7pm just now but I said, I am gonna make it through the night and I will doze off early but *sigh* I am still here blogging. Because I promise already...so yes that's why I am blogging now to share my happiness with you. Can you feel it? *shy

Too much of crap, the most important thing is to post up pictures for all of you.

Warning : Please do not envy me!! LOL

#1 This is the first goodie I got from the free movie. Please don't watch Charlie St Cloud, it is lame and boring! (at least to me)

Can you see the good stuff or not? Let me list them for you . . .

(L-R) Thins Chips with Schweppes drink (these snacks are awesome!), mentos chewing gum (good, me likey), Carmex Cherry Lipbalm, Batiste dry shampoo, White Glo full size of toothpaste with floss and toothbrush, Sunpouch sunblock spf 30+, valleygirl shinny wallet and yes, two mags from Cleo and Dolly for the month of October! And all these goodies comes from the waterproof purple bag.

You want to see more? Hehe!!

#2 Another great event - make up tutorial in the city

And here are the goodies.

(L-R) Shower gel bag with small towel pocket and sample size bottle of shower gel. Pandora eye massager with the bottom two stuffs are the eyebrow shaping clipper or something and mascara. Haven't try them out yet and also 2 other mags - Madison and another one is gossip.

Oh well, all of the mags are still unread yet! I've got so many uni readings to do, where got time. Even the book I had, "The man or Manhattan" - I have to give up for now as too much workload. Urgghh!! really unpredictable huh?

At least...I still get good stuff! :D Ladylike IZ OMAIGAWT happy. I hope you too.

Happy Halloween. Tata!

Darkness ate me

2010-10-27T01:44:00.000+11:00

Seriously. I am very furious and upset at the same time. Why some people have to get in my way and make me angry for the word of jealousy? How would you feel if the same thing happen to you brainless human?

Stop playing being nice in front of someone but saying and acting wicked behind. I don't know how this person could actually live her life - distracting and destroying people's reputation. To make thing worst, even people around me could conform to her and act as if nothing happen like any of the days goes by. How irrelevant is this world? When can the victim realized not to be dumb?

I hope you read this. Oh no, probably, you don't even understand what am I saying? Common learn your english!

and well, I believe in Karma! Let's just see!!

P/S : Sorry for such relevant post. Will be back after my final assignment due on Thursday. Promise :) at the mean time please take care. I miss you readers..xx

Quickie

2010-10-19T13:59:00.000+11:00

Just to keep this blog alive. It has been dead for a few ~~days~~ weeks before. Really got to work hard in blogging and also having lots of fun here.

One of those days to uni, I captured myself before leaving home. An insight of my life as a student after two years!

and me likey =)

The laziness of putting on contact lens.

Spice up a little with additional of blurriness

My stuff are really good bargain which you can't even have thought it is dirt cheap. LOL!

Top to bottom

Winter cap / beanie from Taiwan street : RM 20

Cardigan from USA Rue21 : US 3 (even cheaper than my beanie)

Sleeves white top 2 pieces from KK Hypermarket : RM 20

Jeans from KK Mall : RM 50

On top of that matching flats and bag

Studded bag from Taiwan Street : RM 20

Flats from Taiwan Street : RM 15 (if not mistaken otherwise less than RM 20)

Spring is good for dress up. Probably the most expensive item I am wearing is my spectacles. Can't get any cheap for a good eye sight. Not that I even dare to risk. Eyes are important.

=(

2010-10-16T13:58:00.000+11:00

Whenever I feel sad, I always think about my blog is the place to release it. Oh well. I don't mean to upset you, is just part of my growing. urgh!

I've been sick for the past few days. At the same time, I am was suffering the post-parents-visit blues (I think I am fine by now).

The meal that I've been consuming much these days is:

Porridge with mince beef cook in a rice cooker.

No choice and people say porridge or congee or what-ever-food-you-name-this-food is meant for sick person. No?

My throat is like burning inside. Like this, one day I woke up and felt "oh, my throat is getting better now, coz it doesn't seem to be as painful as yesterday :)" Then the next morning I woke up again "Shit, this is driving me crazy, it is even worst than before".

How? Why such thing happens? One day I felt like I am recovering and the next day I felt like I am a patient again.

It's really difficult to concentrate in my assignment when I have two distraction. One is the throat and bloody uncomfy body.

Two :

Say hello to Sandi =)

A distracter obviously LOL. But she is too funny.

Not really an emo post right? Hehe. At least I am smiling a bit for now.

Have a nice weekend everyone!

Assignment

2010-10-05T22:02:00.000+11:00

. . . is killing me! Gotta catch up lots especially my assignments which are going to due in 2 weeks time. And my parents are visiting, therefore lack updates for this few days.

I will feed you with lots of photos when I come back =) See you very soon here!

Adios~

Spring is the awesomest weather!

2010-09-28T16:36:00.002+10:00

Great stuff must be share. Therefore my logo proves it all - Sharing is Caring.

I took this last week. The flowers are booming brightly. So beautiful~

Spring is the best season and I am loving it so much. I felt like I just came alive again from darknest days.

I just took the photos below in less than an hour.

The pavement that I need to walk everyday except weekends, unless I need too. I walked twice a day, to uni and back. And I took this photo just now with my mobile because the weather is great.

That's me. In September. After 7 months away from comfort zone.

Are you telling me that I've already put on weight? Look at my face, a little meaty now. I know. Don't remind me again.

Concentrate on the flowers. There just look good. I am only the background. haha!

This look amazing.

******

Now I should update about you my ankle condition.

Is it getting better? Taken this morning. It still hurts :(

But Spring is taking away my :( and replacing it with :D yay!

Brief Update

2010-09-27T22:44:00.001+10:00

OHAI!

My week was so great with lots of events. Let me show you the events details ;)

Saturday :

I was very upset when I reached there for my appointment, the lady told me the goodie bag already finish! How can? I've registered earlier and I had an appointment, how could my goodie bag been taken by someone else!?! Poor management! So, they told me they will send the goodies to my house, let's see whether they really do it!

Sunday & Monday :

*insert study picture*

At home. Trying hard to concentrate my studies. Oh well, you don't need to see my boring sleepy face reading a book. LOL!

Tuesday :

In a suburb - Lakemba for field trip. It is part of my assignment. And now I have to work a report of 2,000 words. FML!

Started to get interesting ;)

Wednesday :

Free movie! I warn you guys out there N.O.W - do not watch this movie, it is really a waste of time and money (unless you adore Zac Efron like crazy). I wouldn't have watch it if it's not free. The best part was, yay! goodie bag! Will show you in my next post ;) Stay Tune!

Thursday :

Unlimited cocktail, sandwiches and dessert! Goshhh!! Damn great. And exchange my dress for another dress. Show you in next post too. (This post is purposely to suspense you) Also, goodie bag again. So so GOODD!

Friday :

*pictures stolen from 30days of fashion & beauty

Free make up event. Yay! goodie bag again (*.*) Everything free is good.

Saturday :

Guess what?! I wrote 250 words in my assignment. At least I have some production. hehehe... / boo

Sunday :

Malaysia Festival in Tumbalong Park, Darling Harbour.

After all the good stuff . . . one bad news!! :( You guys have to pity my leg. I fell down in Chinatown! Bloody uneven pavement.

Look like pig's leg now...

Stop laughing ok, please show some compassion after I fed you with good news.

Taken today. Seriously, super swollen now.

Still a little painful. Can't twist or bend.

End of my mid-break. What about yours?

Boring Stuff

2010-09-10T22:52:00.000+10:00

It's such a boring day to me although I have piles of assignment to finish. Instead, I wasted my time surfing some useless sites, watching tv games shows and cooked. I had fabulous laksa a while ago. YUMS!

When I was in KK, I don't bother to actually list good food on my blog once I've patron one. Everyone knows KK is full of mouth watering food, you can't deny that. Therefore, my goal now is to list the food when I fly back for holiday. But all of you would have know "Jia Siang - sang nyuk mien" or "Kah Hiong - Ngiu Chap", those are really overrated now and the price shot up like nobody's business because there are yummy and everyone wants to eat. I hate food outlets like that, just because alot of people introduce their dishes, they started to gain more customer and their prices increased dramatically damaging the food market industry. Really.

We can now see the prices between kopitiam (coffee shop) and fast food outlet now, almost in the same range. It is really saddening when I favour the kopitiam so much before but now I didn't want too. Hence, we should boikot those kopitiams or restaurant that they hijacked the prices after being on advertisement and recommended. If everyone do this, I am sure the owner wouldn't dare to simply put a label on the noms noms anymore.

Blog properly tomorrow or whenever. okthanksbye! Happy weekend everyone!

Step up 3 in 3D

2010-09-09T19:17:00.002+10:00

that is my most expensive movie I have ever watch in my life -____-

I presented my student card and it cost me $21 (additional a dollar for the 3D glasses - so if you are going to watch bring your own and save $1). With the currency conversion, total of RM61 after rounding up. huhu!! The thing is, when I was studying in KL, a movie cost RM10 also I complained and try my best to avoid going to cinema (lucky I am not those movie chaser). IMAX 3D would cost like RM15 and I never even been one before in Malaysia. The reason being is I rather spend the money on good food =.= Since I have been quite kiap siap in KL, I don't think I want to bring that attitude to here now (sorry dadsy,mumsy,bro & sis). If I really don't spend here, I don't think I am going anywhere! I promise to pay back when I work ;)

Talking about 3D, I cried like thrice throughout the movie. It's very inspiring at some part especially on how determine were the dancers in the movie (and that prompted me to write the previous post). In my heart, I am begging for that kind of optimistic attitude >.< Really I am that desperado! One thing I comprehend very well is other people's problem I can actually advised them most of the time but when it comes to my own shits, I will end up moody, discourage, depress and perhaps crying. Just shoot me on my head now. Of all expression, I would cry but it can't solve problem. I always knew that deep within me but I would still cry. Dumbo. LOL!

And I am really quite slow in responding especially when things happen to me or someone scolded me for something. Then after the scene, I recalled back I would say "why I am so dumb, why don't I just scold her back". It's my neuron in the brain and mouth couldn't connect fast enough to strike back! Like when my mobile got stole in front of my eyes, the normal reaction is to see anything beside you or a rock to throw on the thief right? I would be standing there froze for like 10 seconds with tears started forming while looking at the thief ran away and by the time I gained my civilization, I would scream for help. Anyway, I am just that silly sometimes.

Oh well, everyone should watch Step Up 3. I love the good selections of music with the unexpectable background - warehouse. There is one thing that people don't know that I actually love to dance but it is always not pursue for the thought of not having good friends to dance together and there wasn't any nice dance studio back home. I got so many wants to do in life but never got them in my hands like taking part in competitions representating my school or my state and being one of the editorial board in school. I am 22 this year and what do I really want in my life now?

Any suggestions? What kind of jobs you think would suit me or what kind of life or ideal man? I am going way too much now. HAHA! But anyway, thanks for your contribution in my comment box ;)